Welcome life XD
awful six months but now i´m almost free.. at least i hope so..haha..
AND.. i have green hair now.. weird..
it is almost summer..
yesterday was great =)
it´s raining now..
i was supposed to clean my house..
but i think i´ll make some TEA and READ few fics :DDD
oh, i just remembered that i got some chocolate muffins too ^ ^

~happiiiiiii

OMG!!
I almost forgot the best thing happened today..
Mailman brought something for Aoiski.. Finally Aoiski got his Uru <3<3<3

I´m soooo tired.. almost fourty hours without sleep.. but finally that diploma work (number one) is almost ready..
Hmm.. my head is empty..and i´m hungry..
Aoiski drank my tea.. but i can´t be angry ´cause he is so so so adorable when he looks at me with those beautiful green eyes ^ ^

you could say it is already small hours..
i have no idea why do i sit here.....AGAIN!
Although i went to sleep  i couldn´t.. so.. here i am..
i thought that i could now post something about the last weekend.. but i think i´m too tired for that.. maybe tomorrow..hmm.. but it is tomorrow already.. or something.. huh..?

hmm..

had something to say..but..now.. i have no idea what it was..

i feel like i wanna hear a bedtime story.. maybe i`ll just listen Rosvo Rudolf or Pelle Hermanni..

I´m hearing Tohtori Koira´s theme in my head all the time .. it´ll drive me crazy.. eventually..
Poor kids who watch that every monday morning .. XDD

Aoiski is so disarming, he is starving for affection.. i think he missed me while i was gone =)
Time to time his purring resembles cooing pigeon.. that creeps me..

i´m freezing.

Maybe i´ll try to get some sleep..
it´s not even the fullmoon..
so.. i wonder why can´t i sleep..


Sixteen lines and nothing really had been said (what a weird sentence btw.. i´ll bet that it´s not a proper sentence.. but who cares X´DD )

Aoiski is so woozy.. he tries to run and jump but all he can do is crawl.. and every now and then he bumps in to a wall or fall down with his own legs..fortunately he doesn´t puke anymore..
well tomorrow he is completely himself again =)
I think this is the ONLY time he is ever gonna be so calm.. XDD
There are few great things living in a small town.. the vet for example.. so much cheaper than somewhere else.
Although i had to spell aoiski´s name and still she was like WTF..hih XDD

Diego had a birthday a week ago.. i can´t believe he is already four.. time is flying..
Hibernation has begun.. again.. snif..

I should clean my house.. maybe next week XDD

Yesterday we went for a looong walk with my mom  -almost three hours-  (like every wednesday, it is like forgotten tradition which we agreed to renew couple of weeks ago) and today I had a nice cup of tea with my parents.. It was so warm at their house.. i love that fireplace..




Tomorrow to Vantaa.. and on saturday.. HANOI!!!
Whee..
Can´t wait..

First japanese lessons..wheeeee...
Our teacher is absolutely awesome, and she is so sweet too, hih..

Apparently i have learned at least something last year when i studied independently, ´cause there was only one new thing for me today.

I can´t remember when was the last time i actually enjoyed studying.. but now i do.. and that is great..
I had almost forgot what motivation means XDD

I´m so hungry now..

And my feet looks like raisin XDD

It is raining.. again..

Tea.. definitely some tea..

Oh, and i have tickets to hanoi rocks now.. so happyyyyy

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I was supposed to write already at monday.. but.. you know me XDD

however.. weekend was great.. althought i was so tired when i woke up at monday morning..
Serranos season one, liters and liters of tea and of course food.
Lasagne, and pancake with syrup, yum.
Of course i could ramble on and on about last weekend.. but i think that if i say that it was so relaxing weekend, it´ll recap all in all.

It is raining again.. and i have some time to read now until the washing machine stops and i can get my felts out of there..(btw kamenas thread collection is over half smaller than last year..so now i have to dye even more threads..blah..)

I have always liked this day, first of october i mean.. don´t know why though..
Maybe it is because i love autumn so much..
so..some hot chocolate in the rain now..

This day left me feeling so fatigued..
We went for a tea with eeva  ( i was too bored at the school  so i choose to escape XD) and time flew way too fast..we had so much fun.. and i think that all the other customers were like wtf if they heard what we talked about.. and of course they did ´cause we are always so loud XDD

At five i went to see a new homecandidate.. it was sooo beautiful.. the living room had PURPLE walls..
not to mention the kitchen.. and there was a gorgeous wood-burning oven too..

Garden was big and beautiful..

And that old lady who rents that house was endearing  ^__^

I could afford that.. but..it is oil-fired.. so..no can do..
That makes me sad..

I knew i shouldn´t watch  The Last Live.. but... i did it anyway..
And time after time.. it makes me so sad..
But it is way too beautiful not to watch..

I think I´ll get some sleep now before moomin and morning tea at ten a.m.

I can´t believe it is already morning..

Sleeping in a bus.. so wonderful..
i could have sleep all the way to helsinki.. and i had a nice dream where aoi was cooking with me =) He called to Kai in the middle of the cooking and asked him for help..hihi..

I ate fantastic fetacasserole today..yam..

Glass of roséwine now.. and after that maybe some tea xDD

surprise surprise..

I just hate this fucking school..
Awful music.. and it is so loud.. it makes me feel sick..
And these lights..yngh..
wanna go home, close the curtains and listen some high-class music.. ( ´ー｀)

I gotta start to work with my diploma work soon.. it could be fun..or not..it depends..

I´m so addicted to 神楽 right now.. it is almost scary.. ( ' 3 ' ) 
I hope they´ll come back to finland asap..i already miss them..

I think i´m gonna eat few apples now.. I woke up so early to pick some apples before school..
Now..nice cup of blackcurrant-tea and apple or two..
After that..back to work..

*yawn*

Past four days were so full of action that I could fell asleep in this very moment.

Saturday.. After work I cleaned and chopped up some strawberries so I could freeze them..Then there were my friends birthday-party...I met few new people there and I think one of them was kind of soul-mate to me. His thoughts about music etc. were unbelievable similar with mine.

I was supposed to come home before midnight (cause I was so tired)but I found myself coming home after two o´clock the next day. But after all I had a great night.

 

At home I cleaned my kitchen and baked with my friend. And I got a massage..now my neck and back are not so sore anymore..After one a.m. we thought we should both drink a cup of tea before going to bed. Few minutes after that the doorbell rang and two other friends came to visit..Eventually we went to sleep not until three-thirty.

 

I was so tired in the morning...but when I heard hide singing “Beauty and stupid” I woke up right away. I think that is only way to get me up.

 

So..we spent monday at funfair. I loved especially the 4D-cinema, Vonka and the MilkyWay.

We also went to pizzeria and I ate tasty falafel. But I just hated the music in there...old pop songs.. I can´t stand those..I don´t even call it music XDD (maybe I had an OD of that when I was little). Despite music we had so much fun and when we got home long after midnight I was even more tired than day before.

 

Yesterday after work I met my friend. It was so nice to see him after long time. Right now he is so busy `cause of remodeling his house. After few hours he drove me back home and then I remembered that I had promised to visit to my neighbour. When I came back home my friend called me that he just got off from work-ready to smoke with bong.

No need to tell more about that evening...

 

So.. I have been very social during the past few days.. I already missed my home :) And Diego of course.. I think he is little bit upset because being alone such a long time.

Now I need to cook.. and make some chai.

Maybe I´ll go to bed early. I´m tired but still kind of full of energy..so weird feeling...

* yawn *

I just got home.. I went to my parents house for eveningcoffee about nine… and then we ended up to watch fun series.. I laughed so hard that now my cheeks hurt ... :)

I just love how summer nights smell..Coolness of the night blended in with the humid of the grass. And once again I remember why I love it here so much.

It is not this fresh anywhere else.

And so calm.

It is nice to think that almost everyone  else are sleeping.

It is kind of magical.

Moments like this are so adorable and brings so many memories in  my mind.

Pure happiness (seasoned with a hint of sweet wistful).

In this very moment I feel so free.

I love it when I have time to think. Just let imagination wander where it wants.

It was so long without that I almost forgot how it felt. And now I remember - it is so awesome.

I´m a little bit tired but I don´t want to go to bed yet. And because tomorrow I have a day off why should  I :)

I think I could just crawl to my hammock with my sketchbook, listen some music and totally submerge in my very own world (and believe me, it is one fucking weird world :))… of course with a nice cup of tea.. Maybe I even lit an incense..

btw.. it is pretty rare that I write in the candlelit cause it´s summer.. but now I do..

I think Miyavi earns some credits about this nice feeling.. because since that live I have been sooo happy

I think this day kind of earns to be mentioned...

Last night I got home near six thirty and I thought that I could relax few minutes before I had some work to do. So I continued reading a book which I started on tuesday, and of course I fell asleep...I was so confused when the doorbell rang and I woke up because of that (actually I think that I wouldnt be much surprised even if there was Easter Bunny himself =)) and I was relieved when noticed that it was still evening and I wasn´t late from work...I was so tired that almost immediately went back to sleep*yawn* and slept the whole night until morning=)

Yeah..but.. since I was supposed to tell about this day..Weather was very odd.. In the morning sun was shining, and suddenly it was bucketing down with rain and then sun again... Couple of hours the shop were out of electricity and I just admired the beautiful thunder..

But the main thing of the day.. soooo hot japanese guy came to our shop with some finnish friends.. I hope I didn´t stare him much XDD

But seriously, how often that kind of things happens in here.. I think once in a lifetime XDDD

And I´m sad to say but they came just when there was rush hour.. so I didn´t get chance to talk them much.. snif..

Anyway this was a nice day actually..though I´m tired again..And I really really need a hug...

Oh, I almost forgot.. we went to see "sex and the city" on wednesday..ticketsellerguy gave us a free ticket.. we thought that he just wanted to get rid of us because we were so noisy XD... I think it really was a great movie and I  probably watch it again  when it comes for a DVD..

I had weirdest Midsummer Eve ever (read: almost boring XDD)... I mean, usually we spend the night at my friends cottage with few other people. This year one of us had to work, one  was in Australia and one in France...So we three couldn´t play any fun games and it was much more quiet (even if I spoke the whole time) than usually. I think we are (finally XDD) growing up ´cause we went to sleep already at two-thirty!!!

Before that we just ate, went to sauna, drank BlackCat-shots and talked. Oh, and of course we rowed to see the bonfire. It was raining and weather was too cold...but still I wanted to go to swimXD

It does not feel like Midsummer at all.. I think it´s too early for that. Fortunately it is saturday and tomorrow I have a day off. I´m so glad about that. I think I´m gonna sleep tomorrow and maybe I have time to write something too..I really hope so..  My mind needs  that..

I´m so tired now.. and kind of bored too..

It is too hot in my apartment.. I think I´ll melt before night..yngh..

Oi, how wonderful Rukis voice sound.. I haven´t listened ガゼット since wednesday and I missed their songs.. especially Regret and Crucify Sorrow..

Diego likes them too, it looks like it is dancing in terrarium XDD
It just ate a big fat fly.. life of that fly wasn´t  too long :D

Now I´ll make some chai-tea, njam :D